1_It would be more… prudent for you not to be my friend. But I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.
2_We’re usually very good at what we do. Sometimes we make mistakes. Me, for example, allowing myself to be alone with you.
3_If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I’m not ashamed of it.
4_I won’t leave you.
5_You are my life now.
6_You smell so good in the rain.
7_I love you. It’s a poor excuse for what I’m doing, but it’s still true.
8_Could you believe that, despite everything I’ve put you through, I love you, too?
9_You can sleep, sweetheart, I’ll carry you.
10_I’m not going anywhere. I’ll be right here as long as you need me.
11_I don’t seem to be strong enough to stay away from you, so I suppose that you’ll get your way… whether it kills you or not.
12_Twilight, again. Another ending. No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.
13_Your wish, my command.
14_I’m a good liar, Bella. I have to be.
15_After all the thousand times I’ve told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me?
16_I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn’t want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept—as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!
17_You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.
18_Only you could be more important than what I wanted… what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay
19—thank heaven for that! It seems you can’t be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us.
20_Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
21_You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world. Of course… If you outgrew me—if you wanted something more—I would understand that, Bella. I promise I wouldn’t stand in your way if you wanted to leave me.
22_If there was only some way to make you see that I can’t leave you. Time, I suppose, will be the way to convince you.
23_And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...
24_What a sick, masochistic lion.Edward Cullen from Twilight
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